b3 b0rn.. c0nf0rm, b3 si|3nt .. di3

i recall laughing at kakcik in those early days when she said she dreamt about work. back  then, i had always been able to switch off after leaving the threshold of those majestic menara jagung.

well, fast forward 5-6 years… this morning i woke up with a feeling that i’ve been doing work all night.. i think i solved a few outstanding matters in my dreams… but could not for the life of me recall what the resolution was. should probably start sleeping with a notepad beside me so i can scribble those ‘epiphanies’.

this happened earlier this year too – when things were a tad crazy at work. so stress = dreaming of work. i think what got me spooked was a conversation i had whereby i was told this temporary arrangement may turn into a permanent one – if i wanted it to be… oh no!

and to think that when i attended that infamous orientation programme for new executives – i had actually made a deal with myself that i shall reach a certain rung in the corporate ladder by a certain # of years. but that dream has changed.

should probably do some yoga or relaxation exercises before i doze off at night and see whether that will improve things. else, there’s always actually waking up and doing work