b3 b0rn.. c0nf0rm, b3 si|3nt .. di3

i pride meself of wanting to do my best and of always giving my best. coz at the end of the day (and also in the thereafter), it boils down to nawaitu and berkatrejekiii.

but it just pisses me off when i run into ‘challenges’ that should not have been there in the first place.

i am game as any other corporate warrior to face challenges - but ***headedness and irrational decisions are just that bit above my tolerance level.

i leave you to agree or disagree with the kimster’s points

in this day and age of internet, i still managed to be lagged by a week. ziah, only just managed to hop over to ur blog as urs truly was tied up at work and upon reaching home, already have a lil person hungrily latching on - always end up dozing off meself!!

1) A person is only as good as * his word
2) Friendship is * like the tides, sometimes they recede in your memory and other times they come back to shore
3) To love is to * give and not to expect a return
4) Money makes me * itchy (to spend, of course!!)
5) I miss * bubblegum ice-cream
6) My way of saying I care is by * saying “I care” - d’uh!
7) I try to spread love and happiness by * being me!! HAR HAR
Pick the flowers when * there are some, if not - you could always pick your nose ;p
9) To love someone is * to trust
10) Beauty is * only botox & collagen-deep
11) When I was thirteen, what I remember the most was * thinking ‘gawd! i’ve landed in the land of snobs’ when i heard my seniors speaking english on seremban land
12) When i was twenty one, what I remember the most was * surprising my mom by arriving home from melbourne 2 weeks ahead of schedule
13) I am most happy when * I am fed
14) Nothing makes me happier when * my damned server finally arrives!
15) If I can change one thing, I will change * my line of work
16) If smiles were…*trees, I’ll be..* contributing to a greener world!!!
17) Wouldn’t it be nice if * i get paid for staying at home
18) If you want to French me, I  * wanna french you too!!
19) Money is not everything * no money is depressing
20) The most touching moments I have experienced is * when skin meets skin - touch kan??? - don’t go x-rated on me aarhhh
21) I smile when*ever I feel like it
22) When I am happy, I * am not sad? (u can tell that I am running out of ideas to complete the sentences)
23) If only I don’t have to worry * about the quality of life when kya and anaqi grows up
24) The best thing I did yesterday was * smothering everyone at home with kisses
25) If I ever write a book, I will give it this title * just a little bit!!
26) One thing I must do before I die is  * ensure the weighing scale favours the salvation of my soul! 
27) Doing the meme, I feel like am doing that english proficiency test at skool (alaaa… yg nak determine sets tuh) 

i tag… errr… who arh? kakcik, nadd, kimster, totoq, ky

remember my confession earlier? anaqi rolling off the bed?

well, it should’ve been a milestone - but as it was also accompanied by a mini tragedy (to me aaarh) and i did not observe anaqi doing it so it does not count.

last nite after giving him his bedtime bath - was expressing milk for storage when this lil boy of mine decided to give his mama a show.

in the past few weeks, he’s been consistently turning his whole body from side to side - depending on where the source of milk was, of course

yesterday, infront of me own two eyes, he completed the turn until he was on his tummy. yeayyyy!!!!

anaqi just gave his gummy smile when he heard his mama’s excitement - and then proceeded to push his body backwards on the mattress. another milestone!!

hrrrmmmmpphhh!! am soooooo proud!

nadd’s headed for pulau perhentian - actually, she should already be there if she was on her way @ 2am friday.

but to really enjoy snorkelling - you should know how to swim.

may be i should change do #1 to learning how to swim.

weight: 7.3kgs

length (height): 67 cm

head circumference: 46 cm

he actually had two checkups within his 5th month - not becoz he was feeling unwell - just due to the GP’s concern that jabbing both thighs in one go may prove to be too much even for my lil hero..

so he got his Hep B 3rd dose on 070707 whilst his others (DPT-Hib and OPV - also 3rd dose) which was scheduled for 070714 - he got on 070718.

errr… and i have a confession to make - bein’ the quite mule-headed person that i am - been ignoring mama’s repeated reminders to either make a barrier around the bed or shift to sleeping on the mattress on the bedroom floor.

i got my big slap on the head when anaqi ended up rolling off the bed at 3:00am this morn… huwaaaaa!!!!!

to say i was shocked was an understatement - kept repeating sorry sorry sorryyyyy baby while trying to calm him down. he calmed down after a few minutes and even had the heart to coo and giggle when both parents started to talk to him. 

padan muka dengan mama dia - degil sangat…

am currently observing him for any untoward signs - nausea, excessive fretting… the likes - once i detect any, will rush to the nearest clinic/hospital.. preferably not our normal GP - coz then she will tell mama about it!

yeah.. call me a coward. dun dare to confess to his nenek